bmck 117 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 Life’s all about dramatic tension. It’s full of competing urges; it’s animated by struggle. When things resolve unhappily, you know you are watching or experiencing a tragedy. When they resolve amusingly, you know you’re part of a comedy. When one boot, at the bottom of one sore leg, connects perfectly with a ball, against the dramatic background of tension, and pain, and sends it flying top-corner-wards, you know what you are watching is nothing short of a genuine fucking triumph. So much of the moment in life is bypassed in favour of memory. We barely enjoy something as it happens; we savour the memory of it as though it were the thing itself. We enjoy telling stories about our lives more than we enjoy living them. One of the reasons I love football, and all forms of excess, is that you are forced into the moment. Last night was a uniquely placed football match in dramatic terms; our first home game since getting to the UEFA cup final but also the latest in a uncharacteristically, and statistically, bad run of league form. It was against these two competing urges - the congratulatory elation of European triumph, and the get-your-arse-in-gear-you-need-to-bloody-win-this nervousness of potentially throwing away a title – that the game was set. This Pride & Nervousness set against each other provoked the sense of drama and occasion you normally don’t associate with home games; Ibrox is often so quiet, in most areas, because it can be genuinely hard to be worked up for dour run-of-the-mill type games. I say, “most areas”, because I’ve been lucky enough this season to spend any time I’ve been at Ibrox in the Broomloan Front, with the TBO, for whom it would seem there are no run-of-the-mill games. I don’t think I can say enough in praise of TBO; it seems to me frighteningly like common sense that if you are going to support your team, enjoy the madness of being in a crowd, you should make the most of it. Our society isn’t too fond of that many people being together in the one place. Football supporters, perhaps more than most people, understand how life works out in terms of stories. Shifts in balance of power, the inevitability of a goal following pressure, the inevitability of a poor result when not taking your chances – these are the bread and butter of following football. I’m quite sure that it flashed through at least one Florientina fan’s mind that after bombarding us for nigh on 120 mins to no avail that it might be that the universe was conspiring to put them out on penalty kicks. The thing I like about the TBO, though, is that they understand that stories can be directed. You can’t make us score a sitter, but you can create the environment in which it’s most likely to come about. I think if there was one turning point in the game – one clearly defined turning about that best represented the pulls of tension - it was the collective pause of disappointment as the half time whistle blew. In that moment all the stories touched by nervousness, the pessimistic patterns of thought, took a firm hold – but with the exhalation of air came defiance, and Ibrox in its entirety rose to cheer the team off. It was thus to be a night of defiant triumph, not a night of missed opportunities. And so it turned out to be. At half time a mate said “We have 45 minutes to save this season”, and when he said “we” he meant it. Football brings out the collective joy of the moment in crowds of individuals – the same man who despairingly berated a player for a missed opportunity, sung his name loudest as soon as he was done. The same player who berated his team mate for a misplaced pass made sure he encouraged him as soon as he next got the ball: Nervousness & Defiance, Fear & Solidarity. There’s an honesty when emotions are laid bare – it’s the sort of honesty, when harnessed, that tends towards greatness and fearlessness. There is a long way yet to go in the league, it could still go either way; with that result, though, the sort of stories that had us hideously imploding under the weighty burden of games & Europe & tiredness are banished for the moment, and a new tone has perhaps been set. Defiance over Nervousness, Solidarity over Fear, Singing over Silence, Rangers over every cunt else. Here’s hoping! 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frankie 8,182 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 Outstanding article mate. best piece of writing I've seen all season... Will be on main site and other forums forthwith... 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
theboyharley 5 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 absolutely fucking brilliant mate. Love reading your stuff 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
scooter657 0 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 Very nice read mate. I wish Ibrox was like last night more often. WATP! 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bluedell 5,354 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 At half time a mate said ââ?¬Å?We have ninety minutes to save this seasonââ?¬Â, and when he said ââ?¬Å?weââ?¬Â he meant it. Forty five minutes, surely? Seriously, great article. TBO were in great voice, although it was amusing to MFDM struggle himself with the two new banners that were brought out especially for last night's game between WRC and the stadium. It's great to see people putting in the effort for one-offs like that. 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frankie 8,182 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 Fortunately, bmck's sub-editor caught that mistake... http://www.gersnetonline.net/newsite/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=640&Itemid=1 Perhaps if mischief-makers like Graham Spiers and his ilk could genuinely relate to the emotions of a football fan they'd think twice before their childish name-calling and unfair generalisations. Not that he could dream of writing anything of this quality. 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
bmck 117 Posted May 8, 2008 Author Share Posted May 8, 2008 cheers lads & for the judicious editing frankie. i've always been shocking at maths, but even i should have got that one about half time. 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frankie 8,182 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 You have your first reply on the main site mate... Be warned you might find it upsetting... 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
ian1964 10,442 Posted May 8, 2008 Share Posted May 8, 2008 Great read Barry. WATP. 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
bmck 117 Posted May 8, 2008 Author Share Posted May 8, 2008 altogether now: "oh, i'd rather be bawbab than a tim...". 0 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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